all you wanted is only one, you want to be accepted, appreciated, you want people to see your value.

it's really hard on this bad and so selfish world.
you never ask people to respect you, or trying to do the work to make others think that you're a good person. you just want your work that you considered as a hard work but not with people, to be appreciated as yours, not anyone else.

i know it's so tiring and heart breaking, see all those hardship whipped away and remembered as someone else's. all the reality just keep bringing you down.

why do those who seems to be talkactive get more trust from others? and you're as an original, the silent type, don't even get the consideration of being more trustworthy?

are you sure you can handle the pain and the burden? are you sure what you're afraid of won't happen? well, that's up to you.